|me:||shh it's ok|
“I hope [he] makes you happy.”
That sentence really broke me. Because he doesn’t make me happy. Not at all:
When I talk to him, he either ignores me, looks through me, or rolls his eyes at what I’ve said. He has absolutely no interest in anything about me beyond the physical aspect yet he always stands this false pretense to try to prove otherwise. He smiles but I can see the hatred boiling in his eyes. He resents me—It’s clear. When I’m upset, he doesn’t console me, he just tries to pacify me. Yes, I have opinions, I’m not going to apologize for speaking my mind. But I also have a somewhat entertaining sense of humour. How would he even know, since he cancels me out once I open my mouth. I’ve never met anyone who makes me feel so insignificant.